Today would be the perfect day for ice cream. That is...if I could eat it! Damn you lactose intolerance! DAMN YOU!
Have I ever mentioned how much I hated working on Saturdays? Now you know. Saturdays are the days where all the supervisors (except me) decide to be extremely lazy because OUR manager has a day off. I've complained to him about it and he says "thank you for letting me know"; but he doesn't do anything about it. *sigh*
Saturday, for some unknown reason it was crazy busy! It didn't help that the usual happened --> supervisors being lazy. Usually, it wouldn't be so bad because I could just yell at them and they would ignore me. No, they ALL LEFT THE DEPARTMENT AND LEFT ME BY MYSELF!!!! We have 46 registers. 4 new hires, 10 merchandisers (backup cashiers; but they usually don't ring up so they're almost the same as new hires), and 20 cashiers... I was in charge of the safe (giving out change) and the department. If I had known they were leaving, I would've told them HELL NO! But no, they just disappeared!
Basically, I fucked up twice. I found out the next morning (today). And I've been stressing since. Even though I hate that job... I've been there for years... but I still haven't found a new job [have been trying to leave for awhile]. And I'm the only one in this house with an income. That's what terrifies me.
Anyway... I'm trying desperately to cheer myself up... so....
I was also working on my Halloween drawing... but after all that, I got sad and I just couldn't work on it any more (excuses, excuses...I know). *sigh* I dunno...