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Friday, June 1, 2012

06.01.12 - Now I know how you really feel...

Maybe I'm the only one that does this, but I judge how my year will be based on New Year's Day and my birthday. 

So far, this year has not been turning out well...

It's been two days since my birthday and on May 30th, everything went downhill already. My parents have not been in the best of moods. But it's understandable... whenever something goes wrong, they take it out on me.

Today, in my room, on my desk... I had a bunch of eyeshadows (similar shades) in a pile. I was going to do my second ... indie dupe post. Well, the parents threw a fit >_<; I admit, they don't come into my room often. In fact, I think the last time they were in here, it was a year ago. 

They started screaming at me about money (their usual). They saw the eyeshadow and the nailpolish and yelled, "Who are you trying to impress?! You're so fat, no one would care anyway! So you're just wasting all your money!!!"

WOW! Thanks self-esteem. I always knew they hated my weight (my whole family does; including grandparents and such) and being Chinese...they're blunt about it. But this really just takes the cake. 

Before this, I had also planned on doing a b-day post. But I just depressed myself... So...maybe another time


  1. I got a lot of backlash for my weight, too. & skin. Asians don't hold back!

    Didn't you lose a lot of weight recently? You eat like a normal person, from what I saw when we were in SF... I ate like a cow.

  2. I did lose a lot of weight but it's not enough to them :P I think their idea of perfect weight is being a chopstick. I just want to be a size 12 or 14. Not too thin and not too big.